Sunday, August 30, 2015

Remember when Murph told Coop to stay? Don't.

You're gone, well not really gone, but out of immediate grasp for now. I have been thinking. I've been thinking that distance doesn't really mean anything to me. And I've been thinking about how not being with you is killing me and it hasn't even been twenty four hours, but I've also been thinking about how every moment I spent away from you is making me even more excited to see you again.

I've been googling long distance relationship advice since I woke up this morning at 5am, and I'm happy to report a few very important things. First, internet people are exhausting, their peppy diction and sarcastic approaches to love exhaust me. However, after scanning about a dozen articles I learned that love always seems to win. Sure, we are across the world from each other, but that doesn't make me love you any less. I don't know if anything would ever make me love you less.

I started crying as I was typing that, which is dumb, cause I'm not actually sad. I'm actually really happy. How could I not be? I have you.

I miss you like hell and I'm gonna keep missing you until I see you again, but everything is okay. It's you and me baby. I love you I love you I love you.


~Z

I forgot why I started this post and then I read the title again. Murph told Coop to stay, but I want you to know that I am so proud that you didn't stay. I'm also damn glad you aren't off exploring space, but that's an entirely different conversation. We have so much time together in the future so I think it's really okay that we have this time ~physically~ apart. Also, you're my boyfriend, not my dad..