Soon but not soon enough but very soon but never soon enough

Hey there Zoë. I know there's only a week left until I see you but it's much too long. I can't help thinking about all of the little things that I'm going to be able to do which I have missed unimaginably. Like texting you that I'm on my way over, or eating rice pilaf that we cook (but mostly you). I'm bursting with excitement. I know I haven't shown it much lately but I really truly am. I need to get home to you so badly. And I will so soon. And we can be together. We can make it work next semester and that's all I goddam want. I need you so much. I can't imagine my life without you. I hope you know that I appreciate everything about you so goddam much Zoë. I can't wait to just be with you. That's all I want and all I need. I'll see you real soon love. So soon.