What I miss about Zoë Hughes

I could list a million things that I miss about you Zoë Hughes, and then I could list a million more, and I wouldn't have even made a dent in the compiled list of all I miss of you. But here's 15 things that I have missed of you in just the last few hours, just to let you know:
1) I miss the way your hair feels as it runs through my fingers
2) I miss the soft feeling of your skin pressed against mine
3) I miss being able to look at your face whenever my heart desires (which is essentially all the time)
4) I miss being able to watch you dress and undress for getting ready for the day and then getting ready for bed because even though it may seem rather platonic, it still sparks an intense feeling of yearning inside me to get up and touch your body which I have been holding back but shall no longer.
5) Oh my goodness I miss the way that you smell
6) I of course miss waking up next to you, it's always just such a beautiful start to the day, seeing your face.
7) I miss the feeling of your soft lips against mine.
8) I miss the way you pick through my hair, it just makes me feel so loved by you.
9) I miss seeing that wild look in your eye when our gazes lock and there's an immediate surge of electricity in the air.
10) I miss your cooking, both the process and the product.
11) I miss your head resting on my chest.
12) I miss it when you hug me with everything you've got and you hold on so tight that a hundred body-builders couldn't pull you off.
13) I miss the sound of your voice singing along to the music playing while I drive.
14) I miss the sensation that runs throughout my entire body when you gently stroke my arm
15) I miss your smile. It's one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen. It makes me feel safe, and warm, and love, and home.
Yes the list goes on and on for pages and pages, but I will stop here for time's sake. However there is one last thing I miss that I would like to share. I miss being able to know things about you in real time Zoë. I miss being with you consistently that is. Being able to see you every day is satisfaction enough for me in life. I miss it so badly it hurts. I miss you Zoë. All of you. Yes I miss that infinite list of little things about you tremendously, but more than anything, I miss you.
-Joey Carlson