Hello Zoë!!!

You leave soon! That's so exciting! I'm very excited for you. You're gonna do great things. I'm honestly so proud to call you my girlfriend. You truly are an incredible human. You're so kind and caring and so creative. All you want to do is help others and create things. You don't just make my world a much better place, although you very much do, you make the entire world a better place. And you will continue to do so. I'm so excited for you to start this adventure. You're going to have an absolute wonderful adventure and although I wish I was there with you for every moment, it will be okay because we'll have a lifetime to share the memories with each other as well as creating so many more. I'm also always here even right now if I'm far away. I will always listen to anything you have to say, even if you don't need someone. I'm here. 

I don't know if your scared or not. I was pretty scared about leaving. But it's not like you're not leaving everything behind. Not even close. Not much lasts forever but there are some things that do: you and me for example. And I know that you love your friends a whole lot and I don't think that that love is going anywhere. Your surroundings may change with them but the connections that you have will not. And I will always be here no matter what. Not just when you need me either. I’ll be here when you don’t need me and just want me. I’ll be here waiting for if you do need me. I’ll always be here. So don't be scared. You're going to do great things. Be excited. Get that wild look in your eye and go forward. And I'll be there too. I'll always be there. So don't be scared if you are. Everything will be. And that's okay. 

Hey I know that you were worried about someone getting between us (on either end). I don't know if you're still worried but I'm here and I have a few things to say about it. The temptation doesn't even exist. Or whatever you want to call it. Maybe not temptation. Anyways, it doesn't even exist, it doesn't even come close to existing. There's honest to god no way that someone could get between us. There's nobody out there in the entire world for me except you. You seriously don't ever have to worry about me hooking up with anyone here. That's just not me in so many ways. First and foremost because of you; I would never do that to you and I would never want to because there's no one like you and you're perfect for me and you're the only one for me. Another reason is that I don't usually like hooking up with people at all. You're clearly the exception to that. It just doesn't appeal to me otherwise. 

Listen, I've been meeting a lot of people and always the conversation strays towards you for me. Always. Because you're always on my mind. So that's where I end up going. Not only does the temptation not exist on our end, but once I've told someone about us and about our story it's as if they understand how important it is subconsciously and they lose any interest. At least, that's what I've experienced. Boys are much less empathetic usually. But people just seem to understand in the back of their mind that what we have is the most important thing that there ever was. Because it is.

You’re going to have such an incredible adventure Zoë. You’re going to learn so much and create so much and I am so excited for that. Hahaha I’m excited for it. You should be as well. You are so quick to adapt and you adapt so well. I know that you will thrive during this experience. There’s no need to be scared. People always say that life happens to you and it’s out of your control. But I don’t think that that’s the case here. You are in control Zoë. You. I’m so excited to see what you accomplish with you artwork Zoë. Unbelievably excited. I absolutely love experiencing things that you create. It’s all going to be okay. And we will absolutely be okay. And so I’ll take my leave by reminding you of quite possibly the most important aspect of my existence. I love you Zoë Hughes. I love you I love you I love you. I love you forever. I love you far beyond the stars and near beyond the moon. I love you infinitely. I love you madly. I love you more than anything has ever been loved. Nothing will ever stop me from loving you. And I’m so happy that I do. And I’m so happy that I get to share the love that I have for you with you. And I will continue sharing it with you as much as I possibly can. It's going to be okay :)