I posted a lot just now. But not because you asked me to. I've had all of these thoughts and they've been piling up in my mind but I haven't written any of them out. It because I like to either say them to your face or type them out when I'm alone because... Well... Usually I cry. And usually the thoughts that I type out come in flashes of sorts at the most random times and I just hold onto them until I can get alone to work them out and write them down. And I end up crying cause I'm so full of emotion. That's what you do, you fill me with so much love. And so I've found it difficult to write. But what you said to me made me realize that Im being stubborn and pretty stupid and need to adapt and keep writing them out. And I'm sorry that it took what it did to make me realize this. And I'm sorry that I haven't been doing more to make this work. I will do more. I'll do anything to make it work.
I've written you a series of short posts that I had previously thought of but hadn't written out. Here they are.
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